i was thinking for a bit, and i think made myself some goals for 2o1o...
x MAKE HIM LOVE ME, HRRNRNRNGNNGNNNNN ok that's a little obsessive but he needs to like me back or i'll fucking kill something
x push myself. i always give everything like wat, 0.10%. which is bullshit.
x i need to find motivation. i'm just too fucking lazy. rrngggnnnnghhh but luckily i have slight ocd and when i think of something i should do it sticks with me until i have to do it...and my hands start hurting if i don't do it........maybe i should see a doctor
x be nicer. i'm like, an asshole. -_-
x be more confident! i'm all like "...merp" and people are all like "hi you're pretty and good at art" and i'm like "NNNOOOOOOOO i'm not"
x stop reject compliments D< xDD
x hang out with my friends more, i feel like i don't hang out with you guys as much as i should....):
x uhhh get a job
x drive more even though i hate driving
otay, i think that's enough for now
i'll come back to this if i think of more
blame it on the alcohol
- Mood:
Hysterical - Listening to: blame it - jamie foxx & t-pain
- Reading: ims
- Playing: sonic
- Eating: robert downey jr